life just kind of caught up with me today. alot of things i haven't been thinking about/haven't had time to process just sort of chose today to get my attention.
i found out i have a little car repair situation i didn't really plan for (just some silly something about the muffler, no biggie), right.
it sort of hit me that i probably ought to start looking at flights so i can get the heck out of here. no offense intended to all beloved friends i leave behind. but i must go. i must leave this place. i've got somewhere to go i've got a new road to follow,,blah blah.. anyway, it seems that no airline on the face of the planet offers $99 one ways anymore. bah! i'm not spending $450 for a ONE WAY NON STOP FLIGHT!

so yeah, didn't see this day coming at all. i felt for the most part that i was just an empty human shell walking around with the life sucked right out of me. i suppose it was just about time that the chaos of what i'm currently calling my life has caught up with me.

tomorrows another day.